Nothing new to report today. Just kinda hanging out. I was up till six freaking AM. I wasn't tired so Scott and I skyped till I got sleepy. So then when I did finally get sleepy at six, I slept till freaking two pm..through my alarms and class...which kinda sucks cause I'm already in a shit ton of trouble in that class for not going and not meeting with my prof and what not. Scott is picking me up tomorrow so we can go hang out at his uncles place for a bbq, which is gonna be sweet. I just can't wait to get out of here..if only for a weekend. I'm so tired of this place. Not Seattle, just this stupid christian campus and it's stupid rules and all of the stupid people. Right now I'm being forced to watch Planet Terror with my roommate and her ex who lives downstairs. A) I don't really enjoy shitty zombie movies..zombie movies in general actually.. B) I'm stuck in a room with someone I don't exactly enjoy being around. C) All I want to do right now is dye my hair and I need my roommate to do that cause the spot I'm dying is in a really hard spot to make stripey like I want it.. I really just want to be not here right now. I want to have friends I can hang out with. I just want to have friends... Ones who actually give a shit about me and listen to what i have to say. I was talking to Luci today, and she listened to me more than anyone else has lately. She doesn't even know me. I've met her what..twice? How pathetic is that? Hmmm well..I guess I'm done ranting. I don't feel like doing anything. I feel like nothing. I just want things to start working right..
1.25
Happy 1.25 love! Love you lots.
Elfen Lied
Just finished up watching Elfen Lied. Suuuuuuuuuuch a good anime! I came home from class and really wanted to play a new game, but that isn't an option at the moment since Scott took his ps3 when he left yesterday...jerk. lol But yea, I decided to watch a new anime instead. ---> That's Lucy/Nyuu. Such a good character. I won't give anything away..since everyone should now go watch it if they haven't seen it already! lol so yea that's about it for today.
on break.
Just got on break for class. I'm sitting in Art History learning about Impressionism. Oh dear god. kill me now. Impressionism and Post-Impressionism is sooo awful. It's boring and not pretty..it's just really loose brush strokes and no details. The color is good though. They did a great job on that. They being the all encompassing genre of impressionist painters lol. So next class I'm supposed to be going to the SAM. I really don't think I'm gonna go. I haven't skipped this class ever..and I've already been to the SAM five times..which is a bit over kill I know. But I love that place. I just don't feel like being there on a tour with my really annoying prof leading me around. Hell fucking no. lolOkidoki. I guess that's all. Class is gonna start back up soon.
safeway with the boys!
The boys (Scott and Jake) and I went on an epic Safeway run! We got four different kinds of soda. Original Dr. Pepper, Mug, Mtn. Dew: Code Red, and Canada Dry (ick..). It was mucho lots of fun. I have lots of fun with mah bois!
sun!
It was sunny today. It was so nice. I slept through class though..oops. I did however meet with the teacher..sooo scary! But yea..I did it. And hopefully I'll keep doing it. Scott and I went on a super long walk today. We went to Gasworks. Such a wonderful place. We spent a whole hour just sitting there on his skateboard watching a guy fly a yellow kite. It was amazing. I love spring time. Even though it isn't spring time yet...but whatevs! I need a job. or rather..I need money. On with the job searching I suppose. However futile it is turning out to be. I will not go home. I wiiill live here with scott and a cat in our place. I will. But yea that's pretty much all that happened today. Teacher meeting, walking, watching kite guy, and then..hanging out here. Such is the most exciting my life gets.
day two.
Well. Here we are at day two of a theoretical change. Nothing has really changed. I've been avoiding doing an essay all day that is due tomorrow. That I don't really know what to write about. And it's not like I've done anything today anyways! I slept in till two (although Scott was up till freaking 8am playing assassin's creed 2..so I was up pretty late as well.. but still). I'm doing nothing with my life..and I hate it but feel stuck doing it. It's this stupid not having a job shit. I just want to have a job that I don't despise more than school and then I want to stop going to fucking school cause it's so goddamn frustrating and I just want to live my fucking life and not have to deal with my mother meddling in my life. And to have a kitty. I want a little kitty. Is that too much to ask? A job, no school, no controlling mother, and a cat? Really? How can that be too much..ok maybe the mother thing might be a little much right now but..come on..why can't the rest work..I'm almost freaking twenty..a job shouldn't be that difficult..alright I suppose that's enough for now..more tomorrow. Blogging is a good waste of my time. It'll probably keep me a little more sane..even though no one probably reads it..meh whatev.
Much Love.
One of those days.
Have you ever had one of those days where you feel like you don't really have any personality at all? That's how I've been feeling for like the last few weeks..and I'm throwing my life away and I don't know what to do about it. Or at least that's my excuse? I dunno. I hate going to college. All I want to do is just work and live here in Seattle with Scott. That's it. I don't even care about graduating college anymore..like really. I don't give a shit. I don't fit in here anymore. And none of the art degrees really fit what I want to do. I want to become a tattoo artist. I don't even know where to begin on that! But it's what I have discovered I want to do. I haven't blogged in so long. I feel like turning over a new leaf. Starting new habbits. Perhaps blogging will be one of them. I just feel the need to redefine myself..again. Gotta do what I gotta do I suppose.
Much love.