late night thoughts..

maybe i'll get to sleep after jotting these down...hopefully. i have an insatiable need to be different. or at least to feel different. to be unique is my ultimate goal. i hate it when people say that no one is unique. which i suppose is true if you base it on the fact that you and like fifteen other people are all having the same thought...i do suppose that would make you and those other people the same. but my argument to that is that it is not that single thought that defines our uniqueness. it is the collection of thoughts, feelings, likes and dislikes, and most of all how we act upon them that makes us unique. each person their own little puzzle piece. unique in it's every curve and corner. so as a collection each and everyone of us is unique, yes? it never seems to feel that way does it.. see what may seem oh so normal to us, may seem so very different to the rest of the world. i think most people fail to realize this fact (most of the time me included). so what do we do to feel different and go and change something. maybe buy a new shirt or get a new hair cut. when really, how much does that really change? not much..but geeze does it feel like a significant difference. maybe we all just want to fit in. fit in by being different..like a puzzle piece.

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