EvilPopTarts.

So I don't really have friends that I click with and can just talk to about things. So I talk to strangers on the internet. Today was/is a really shitty day. And I kinda need someone to talk to that will actually listen and for some reason I always end up surround myself with people that all they want to do is talk about themselves and never listen to me when I need to talk for once. Cause I really don't talk that much. I'm VERY much an introvert. And afraid of conflict. And People. And initiating..anything. And a trillion other things. But we'll get to that later I suppose. Well anyway you just strike me as someone who actually listens to people. Maybe I'm wrong but whatever I'll talk to you anyways. Do you ever talk to someone who you really really care about and then you say something and they take it completely wrong and then the whole situation doesn't get resolved at all? Well for some stupid reason I take things like that way to seriously. And I hate it when people are mad at me and I always think they are if things don't feel resolved. And then I end up feeling shitty and worthless (terrible default emotion I have). And then when they don't talk to you and end up falling asleep mid conversation (which is what happened tonight btw) and then you just can't sleep. And then in the morning you'll just be tired and still feel shitty. Well that's where I'm at right now. Just needed to say that to someone. Anyone. Ok done ranting.

Much love.